I am 19 years old and 5 Months ago i travelled to europe and had a massive couple of nights in amsterdam where i did mdma and coke (regret every bit of it trust me).
5 months later i am obviously much better but i still have alot of physical symptons that extremely concern me. I have never had anxiety but for the last 5 months, all i can think about is how i have done some awful neurodegenerative disease (als, ms and the list goes on in my motor neurones).
- This is due to the fact that i now have a slight tremor (most noticeable in thumbs) almost all the time and my muscle movements feel different (clockwise when move). After exercise i also shake vigorously for about 25mins after.
- My muscles also feel weak after moderate walks which would never used to happen.
- I think alot about my jaw chattering when my bottom and top teeth are together which creates strain and stopping me from closing my jaw.
- I have a high pressure feeling in my nose/eyes (sinus).
- Also i get the occasional muscle twitch every day.
I have visited a neurologist once for about 20mins and he did a spine tap and said "all is well you might have a slight essential tremor". But this seriously has not convinced me one bit for all the other symptons that allign perfectly with other Nerve Disorders.
I was just wondering if my gut feeling is right about an actual physical effect i have done to myself or this is severe GAD of some sort??!!
Any response would be much appreciated cheers
