Dear Shannon. I do understand a bit about astrology. Gemini (the twins) means you basically have a double personality. If you were to go to a Dr, it would be a good idea to write down a bit about yourself, so the Dr understands you feel a bit of a double-sided personality. Until you get to see a Dr having a script of what he/she might or might not say is not really possible. Till Dr talks to you, he has no idea what the problem is. The Dr won't hate or judge you, he will try to help you. The power struggle you're experiencing is within you. Part of you wants to be honest, the other part wants to keep up the subterfuge. A Dr might recommend a psychologist to help you gain the upper hand over the part of you that compels you to lie. If you don't get some help soon, you will find yourself in all sorts of bother with future gf, possible wife, children etc. Overcome the compulsion and ask Dr for help. I would also tell your mum you're trying to get help. It's possible she understands, if she doesn't, once you've started counselling or whatever, she may be able to accompany you. This way, she can work with you. My ex is a Libra and he spends hours looking at why and why not he should do something. Trouble is, with him ,he always looks for worse case scenario.
