I feel so trapped and lonely.

[JulianB]

I am so stuck in a hole of depression and anxiety. But maybe I can talk to someone like me on this website?

I feel alone and wish I had friends, but at the same time people seem so boring and I always leave conversations feeling deeply unfulfilled.

I am very sensitive and worry about life and time that I waste. I am convinced that things will get worse.

I feel like I have so much potential but every time I try to do something I just feel very angry and tired. Including typing this thread.

I have the same boring routine every day and I am literally rotting. This life is feels disgusting and unnatural.

Is there someone out there willing to talk to me? I am very friendly and am 25 years old. Please, I need a chance, I cannot stay like this. 

Please, I just need abit of luck, I need to change, I don't know anymore.

[Crazy_hyper_girl]

What’s up jullianB 🤗

i am going through the same at the moment no friends same boring routine I get ya expect I am a bit younger then you, i’m 18.I am the same i think life would just keep getting worse but I am a dreamer and I believe that the somewhere in the future everything would be better. I haven’t once come across anyone who I have deeply related to, because I am very different, a lot think I am crazy. It’s good to see you have realised you have the potential to do something, I say all you have to do is become motivated, hyper yourself up have fun. I myself hate doing routines in fact that’s my problem I get sick of things too easily so there’s nothing wrong with that everyone’s different.

I would give you a chance you can talk to me if you would like ❤️🤗🦄🌈

[MsPurple]

HI JulianB and welcome to the forums.

I just want you to know that the forums are not an instant response website. It is good for a chat, however you need to remember I am like yourself, I come on when I get a chance.

Now that that boring stuff above is over. HI 🙂 how are you? My name is MsPurple (on the forums) but you can go by MsP for short if you like. I myself am a 26 year old woman with GAD and depression.

I was like yourself (and still am). I just wanted to talk to someone. To not feel alone. But I didn't want to out myself as someone with a mental illness. So I struggled alone for ages. It was isolating. I finally decided I needed to get some help. I went to headspace and there I saw a psychologist. It was really helpful for myself. Because it was someone I could talk to, but also someone I didn't know. I didn't feel judged, just listened to and I felt like I could handle this better.

I am an open book. And I am free for a chat 🙂

[Stussylee]

Hey.

I am here to talk. You tell me where and we can chat any time 🙂

[JulianB]

Hi, I don't know what to talk about but thank you everyone for commenting. My emotions overwhelm me and I can't think sometimes.

[JulianB]

I don't know what to do honestly, I've tried so many things and my life just keeps getting worse.

[Elle___]

I know how you feel. Everything feels so draining and i don't know what I can do to stop this. I want to feel good and happy again but I just can't. I just have so many thoughts and it's hard to even sort through them.

It's okay if you don't want to chat if you can't relate to me but I'd be open to chat

[Freeyourself]

Hi JulianB.

I am so sorry you're feeling like this. I too when through a period feeling very similar. I started to do little things like write in a journal. Sometimes when I couldn't think of anything to say I'd just draw or scribble. I dedicated that time to my brain and my thoughts.

it's a scary time but it's a time when you really need to focus on you. Start to think about the things you like to do, the things that don't make you feel this way. List them somewhere. Aim to do one of those a day and always dedicate 10 to 20 minutes of your day to your brain and let it completely take over, get it out. Then reward your self. The longer you fight with your thoughts the more tired, angry and resistant you become.

Sending you positive vibes and soothing thoughts!

Sarah

[MsPurple]

HI JulianB and sorry I haven't come back sooner.

I know how hard it can be to change and open up to help. Heck I still struggle with it.

How have you been going? It has been nearly a month? Have you seen someone and chatted about it. I find it helpful. Only so much I can deal with on my own