dear Sara, welcome to the site and thank you for posting your comment.
Please forgive me as I may seem to be an old man compared to your age, well age wise I am, however what I would like to say is that there would be many adolescents who have tried weed, or encouraged by their peers to try it, and called a chicken if they don't, so there could always be this pressure on you.
If this does happen maybe against their will, then the side-effects will be extreme, and because there has been media reports of schizophrenia or other mental problems developing this would certainly be a worry.
At your age and I'm not meaning to be too personal, however your hormones are constantly changing and developing you into becoming an adult, but a blood test would tell your doctor what your thyroid is doing, which would be a test that you should have tested.
There is always an amount of anxiety in adolescences, that's part of your changing bodily functions, but you have said that you feel it's much worse than it should be, and that's understandable, but if you have suffered from depression before, it's quite possible that it's coming back to you, because anxiety is a big part of depression.
I would agree with SM and that you need to see your doctor, and if you want it to be kept quite then click on 'Get Support' where there will be a list of doctors who are aligned to BB and treat people with any type of depression.
I'm not sure about what support you have in regards to family and friends, but if these friends are the one's who have enticed you into smoking weed, then perhaps they are to be left alone, I can't tell you just advice you, because your too young to be headed in the wrong direction, which would destroy your life.
Your bright enough to realise what has happened and we really want to help and support you through all of this.
If you want to reply we would love to hear back from you. Geoff.
