Can’t get over failed friendship

[RuneCat17464]

So there was this upperclassmen and I was kind of obsessed with her or overly anxious about becoming friends and I did a bunch of stupid stuff like involving her in my at the time emotional turmoil state even though I didn’t even know her that well and she graduated a couple of months ago but it’s still on and off haunting me and I just feel quite I’m not even sure if our relationship was that bad as my friends say it’s fine and last time I saw her we were on speaking terms and sheseemedto understand that I was just going through an awkward phase but yeah just feel kinda dead on the inside rn

[geoff]

hi RuneCat, welcome to the forum and no swear words would be permitted so if you do then your comment wouldn't be passed by the moderators and therefore wouldn't be posted.
When you were on speaking terms did she want to get involved in helping you out of this awkward phase and secondly have you overcome this so that an r/ship could continue with her.
If you know where she lives then send her a card, a bunch of flowers, a box of chocolates to let her know that you want to make contact with her. Geoff.