Autism and the Internet never mix

[Guest_0784]

I have no problem with having Autism, I always say If there was ever a cure for Autism, I would not even consider it! It would change me too much, I am happy who I am. I am happy having Autism. Expect, when you are on the Internet.
It all started on September 14th, 2016 when I was only 10. That was when the cyber bullying started. It has never stopped since, It is one of my biggest regrets joining ROBLOX.
It started with the occasional troll that would say some mean stuff, but as I was 10, I could not handle it! But I made it. But that changed when I joined a communist military group on ROBLOX called the Imperial Robloxian Federation. I joined so I could play other roles in another game I played called Papers Please.
There was some who we will call Doctor Henry, who was abnormal of bullying, and would abuse his power on me. It made me loss lots of confidence, and I joined and left multiple times within 2017. It became more serious when I joined Discord in December 2017. Where there was more severe cyber bullying to the point that I have never seen!
Then it ended on the first week of March 2018 when I had my own fan club. With immense pressure I was forced to create a NSFW section. No big deal, they just put in some non christian stuff there like swearing, no big deal. That is what I thought. I did know it was for over 18's, so I tried for other people to take care of it, which they did not. I also had to test it. I thought that Hentai was just for swearing, not for porn with animation! I did not know that it was porn. I was shocked for life what I saw. I had to deal with that for a week, and my parents kicked me out. This same thing happened every few months on British Zulu Army, Stepford County Railway, Australia by Tony, and more! This just kept repeating itself, and it has never stopped. Now they know my last name, my old school, and almost everything except my address.
Now for people who say Why did you not do anything about it?. At the beginning, I did not know how to report on Discord, nor take photo's of the bullying. Why did you not report it to the Police?, I did. I ran away from home to go to my local police station, but they told me to leave. It was good for only a little while. WHY ARE YOU STILL NOT DOING ANYTHING? I did report it to Discord and ROBLOX multiple times. ROBLOX ignored me and told me to report it again. Discord told me to do it the proper way, but that would make me too upset. I am also banned from talking about it. HELP ME

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despite how much places seem to love harping on about how much they care about mental health and disability its still so very real how clearly they think disability is a joke. ive been losing so much of my faith in official bodies or organisations everyone seems to hold in such high regard. like i wrote on this thread june 13th i didn't believe or trust in police to deal with bullying or abuse. literally wednesday i had a run-in with the cops trying to report an act of abuse like how everyone is instructed to do and i never stood by that belief harder than that night. i can still remember the "punishment swiftly follows crime sign". i remember it and i see red.

steph tisdell (ydinji aboriginal comedienne) and the chaser (satire group) did a skit about "symbolic gesture day" last year that was about anti-racism but holy hell is september 12th the closest you can get to a mental health symbolic gesture day. i can imagine it exactly in my head. "mental health symbolic gesture day has completely changed my life... [points to yellow cupcakes] .... and my baking!"

[Guest_0784]

That actually happened to me about 2 years ago! At my local police station, I ran away from home to report cyberbullying. There was someone who went and pretended to be me. And he went and sparked out racist, pornograghic, and other horrible stuff that I would never even knew existed! They all thought it was me and tried to report it to the Police themselves!

So I went to the Police Station, and even after Mummy came to help. They refused to do anything and just asked me to leave them. And also forced me to talk about some traumatic stuff. LEAVE?! REALLY??? FLIPPING LEAVE?! You got to do something. And technically, all the bullies got away. Not just the cyberbullies.

And I used to go to that Police Station with my Grandmother very often when I was little to make sure that if something happened. I would be with people who were my friends, and that I trusted. Something clearly changed between that 7 year gap...