Hi Layla, we can see you've started quite a lot of new threads... this makes it really difficult for the community to keep up with your story and provide you with the right support. We're going to close this thread off now and would encourage you to keep to a single thread for support around what you're going through at the moment.
If you're after social chat, we have a couple of threads for this already open:
Friends Cafe - social space for members under 25
The BB Cafe
Please also have a look through these threads about how to best use the forums:
Newbies guide: 4 tips for getting the most out of the forums
Forums etiquette: give support to receive support
