Hello again Guest_5593
I like your writing style even if it really does sound equal parts frustrated, angry and desperate for change. Is that accurate or am I reading way too much into your posts?
From what you wrote I can only guess you're struggling with making your income cover your cost of living? Add expenses required for mental health issues and it really does feel all too much. I know that feeling. I'm just fortunate to have a spouse and family willing to help.
There is a thread I'll have to find for you which discusses how do people afford therapy. It is quite interesting to see the options people have come up with.
Until you are able to access the help you need you are very welcome to write here and talk about whatever is bothering you. Many of us who write here long term use the forums as a resource to supplement our care offline. By learning from others how to help ourselves.
I hope you are able to find the support you need here too.
Nat
