My road so far

[Clickety]

I have come along way since I posted my suicide plan In September 09  i went even further rock bottom than I already was sleeping in creeks gutters harder on drugs I was a mess until Feb last year I had enough I pushed myself I moved to county went cold turkey on the drugs found stable accommodation was driving trucks again until Made mistake 6 months ago lost licence 12 months but I have not let that stop me I know I'm responsible for my own actions I have employment opportunities in next month I'm much better than I was but I still have a long way to go my biggest struggle ATM is fighting for my daughter and fighting with all the thoughts of my problems spinning in my head everytime tv turns off at night so still 1 day at a time if I can keep fighting then anyone can do thanks beyond blue for your support, you may have saved my life some days are worse than others but I won't give up thanks for reading I hope this gives others courage and strength to fight what ever your MH may be there is a light at the end of the tunnel Bye

[Helarctus]

Hello Clickety,

It sounds like you have come a long way from where you were, it is heartening to know that you have made progress and can see goals beyond where you are to keep moving toward.

One day at a time; progress, not perfection.

Regards,

Helarctus

[sunnyl20]

Hi Clickety,

Thank you for posting your progress, it gives a lot of hope. You have been through so much, I am glad that you are still here fighting. Some days are worse than others, but I hope that these become fewer for you and that you are able to continue to progress.

Keep fighting, and take care.

[Clickety]

Thanks it's real hard today even is of my worst but I look at my tattoo and know I have to stick around because the little girl in the tattoo needs me my baby