Hi

[Rosebud]

I just decided to join here as things for me are I don’t know I guess I am over being here anymore I lost my dog who was m6 soul dog and sister 8 months apart, besides my other dog I literally have no one- I have a brother but he doesn’t give a damn. If my dog wasn’t here I wouldn’t be either. I just feel like the whole world hates me and I can’t do anything right. It’s my birthday at the end of this month, I haven’t bothered about it since I lost my sister. All I think about is wanting to join all my loved ones no longer here. I have no friends and don’t leave my property unless I am putting the bin out, bringing it in or walking my dog if I feel like walking her. So for bothering you. 

[Sophie_M]

Hi Guest 05423014,

Welcome to the Forums, we are glad you have found us here.

Please know that you are not bothering anyone at all. It take immense strength and courage to share you story and reach out for support - so thank you for taking the time to do so.

We would like to express how deeply sorry we are to hear about what you have been through and the loss you have experienced. It sounds like you have been through a lot, and we can imagine how difficult this has been for you.

We can hear you've had moments of thinking about joining your loved ones who have passed away. Please remember if you are having any thoughts of suicide or thoughts of self harm, please call the suicide call back service support on 1300 659 467 or contact the mental health triage in your state, or if immediate risk call triple 0.

There is always someone here for you to talk it through with. The Beyond Blue Mental Health Professionals are available 24/7 online, here on 1300 22 4636. If using the phone would be difficult for you, you can reach them via webchat https://www.beyondblue.org.au/support-service/chat

For more specialised support with grief. There is GriefLine.  They are available on 1300 845 745 from 6am to midnight (AEST daily).  More information can be found at http://griefline.org.au/

Thank you once again for sharing here. We hope that you can gain some support here from some more of our lovely community members.

Kind regards
Sophie M