Hello Nic, I join all the others in thanking you to open up in these forums, hey, it's not easy talking to people you don't know, but sometimes this is what makes it much easier for those who want to talk.
If you are suffering from any type of depression and in a room full of family/friends then it doesn't matter who you talk to, you feel as though you're on a deserted island all by yourself, simply because what's said means very little, that's why you feel alone.
Your safety is our priority, and the police will be called if you are in any danger just to protect your well-being and by saying this, doesn't mean that we don't understand what you are trying to cope with, we certainly do, irrespective of the circumstances, we know what any type of depression feels like.
If possible can I ask you about the drinking and leave your response up to you, and if you don't want to mention this, then don't blame yourself.
Take care.
Geoff.
