l went to centerlink today bc l'm trying to find a way to stop working bc l'm having major troubles coping anymore. l didn't wanna go l'd rather walk on broken glass barefoot that damn place and their people make my skin crawl while they just look at you as blank as a white wall after you've just finished pouring your life and guts out to them.
Then they send you to one of their job agencies , when your there about actually stopping work , not looking for more. And then you have to do it all again to another blank white wall that then also just look at you , look at their computer then shoot off 20 mind bending hoops you'll have to go through that if you didn't have MH problems beforehand you certainly will have once they finish with you. And they also start telling you how they can fix you up and get you back out there and in other words paying our governments more taxes. The whole thing system people just make me sick. With absolutely zero registering of just what exactly it means that you've just poured out to them.
l dunno wth l'm gonna do but l do know one thing , l can't deal with those blank robots, as l suspected. lt's taken me 12mths to pluck up enough mojo to go try them again , but now after 4hrs of them today l am physically and mentally so shaken that that 4hrs was harder than the last 12mths of real life..
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