Vent and then let it go...

[Guest_1055]

Not sure about anyone else but sometimes I just need to vent, including venting any frustrations, fears, hopes, worries, longings and anything else. Most of the time I don't want any advice or any responses. Just need a way to get it all out from within me.

So thought this thread could be for those sort of things. No one replys to you with words or anything. It's a place to let it all go. Just dump whatever it is you want to say and leave it here.

So yeah no replys please.

[Emo]

Hi Grandy,

I'm so truly sorry for getting back to you so late after you replied to me. I hope that you can forgive me. I'm glad to hear that your daughter in law is going well with her health, it gives me hope. My cancer is worse than first thought so it looks like my only hope is going to Melbourne for treatment and hopefully surgery but with the lockdown I'm unable to leave my town so until lockdown ends I'm stuck with just my local hospital.

They say that it's almost impossible to get a permit now so it's not worth trying. I've been trying to hold it together but I have to admit that I've been struggling with some very bad thoughts. It's just all gotten too much for me.

I just wish that I had someone in my life who cares about me and would miss me if I wasn't around anymore but no one does. I'm sorry, I'm just really sad. I hope things in your life are going really well, you truly deserve to have a great life. You are such a kind and caring person who is always willing to reach out to others to help them, you are amazing.

Regards,

Emo.

[Emo]

Hi Mark,

Thank you once again for your kind words and you're right about people not being as kind during Covid. I think it is just all the stress that we are all under.

I'm sorry that your kids are unwell again. It's so scary when they get sick, especially with the threat of Covid around. I will keep my fingers crossed that your daughters school formal goes ahead. Once again thank you for your concern, it's so nice to think that I matter to someone.

It's been a rough few days and I feel like I'm drowning most of the time but hopefully I will get through it. All the best to you and your kids.

Regards,

Emo.

[Ggrand]

Hello Dear Emo,

Thank you for your nice words, I wish there was a switch I could switch for you so that you could see yourself through our eyes, on what a beautiful, very worthy and kind person you are..

That is so wrong not being able to go to the hospital in Melbourne..I mean you have an illness that needs immediate and urgent attention...I’m not sure but gee you would think that the hospital you are in are able to do all the paperwork necessary for a permit to allow you or to transport you into the Melbourne hospital..for immediate care and treatment...It’s just not fair they don’t do that for you...

Stay safe lovely Emo..in each and every way...as best as you can...

Sending you some love, lots of care and a few hugs...💜🦋🤗.

Grandy..

[wail]

angry to vent angry to wake up angry all day feet hurt

[CMF]

Sunday night blues 😔

[golden82]

Okay - I thought there were 2 types of ppl in this world - those like most of us who have empathy and think of others, and those who only think of themselves and what's in it for them... today I learn there is a 3rd type - scumbags who vandalize. Some scumbag has keyed my car. Why?? What is wrong with ppl. I am so angry. I do right by ppl and the world and can't relate to this other breed of ppl who seem to get off on doing wrong. And it is very very cowardly and pathetically weak in my books to do something like that!!

[Harpbird]

Oh so sorry to hear that has happened to your car, definitely scumbags, I always park the furthest away in the Carpark , was there cameras where you parked you could go check and get the police to view?

[golden82]

hi Harpbird,

Thanks for your support. It happened in my carpark space in group of units. Which is even worse to me to think that potentially someone I know did it. There are cameras so being looked into, but I am doubtful anything will come of it; that is what I mean by it being a very pathetic weak act as they know there is not much recourse for doing something like this. It is just needless and costs approx $1000 to fix by the look of it.

[wail]

I go food bank no open chan hungry man no car no bus just water

[Guest_1055]

So much over this life. So weary of it. Tired of the struggles, tired of existing. That is what it feels like existing. Know that I am in the dark place, because the kitchen is a mess, couldn't be bothered. Feel far away.