The hard road
Hi Monkey444 and welcome to the forums and this is a great place to get advice.
It seems ghosting is really common these days and easy fir people to do with the ease of just ignoring a msg and blocking someone.It does hurt when this does happen and can be real hard thing to deal with.This has happen to me and others on here so you are not alone.
I here if you want to chat.
Hi Monkey444 I can feel how despairing it must be looking for work.It certainly does effect our mental well-being especially when we expected things to be different for us at a particular age.
I wonder what things you really enjoy in life and if you still getting enjoyment out of these things?Finding enjoyment for yourself can be a huge step for us.Just a little thing can make a big difference.