I had a really traumatic sequence of events happen back in 2013/14/15:
- family member charged in Supreme Court and jailed
- child hospitalised, in ICU, multiple errors which led to a negligence case (we won)
- relationship breakdown
- rental property sold/ new house purchased
- multi car accident
- new relationship which quickly turned abusive
since that time I feel like any other relationship I wind up in is very toxic, the most recent one was the worst - it’s just ended too, and looking back in all I can do is shake my head and wonder why I let that happen.
I feel so lost and alone, which is why I think I end up in bad relationships… chasing a feeling of safety and security.
does anyone have any tips on how to give myself that sense of security I am chasing?
I will be working with a new professional soon, but it’s so expensive even with rebates etc, so I might not be able to go often.
