I so feel you, i'm not in the same boat as far as a relationship, but it's me that wants to leave my wife to protect her, i'm not violent just she went through alot helping me when i was unable to do anything for myself and she is still carrying the load.
I also have body disphoria issues but thats another story
I've had an awfull past 2 years, worst i can remember, and it's left me with crippling PTSD. chronic pain from 3 shoulder surgeries and spinal compression.
I feel completely useless now, the opposite of where i was, i use to be able to just laugh it off and plug on but now i'm crippled within myself. IT sucks for both of us, i don't want to feel like this but my head keeps dragging me back. Do you have a Medicare Mental Health Centre nearby? they offer walk in services no referal needed you can talk to someone, or any of the phone services.
Sondar is a great place, if you have one in your area, they cover several areas of mental health and dissability assistance.
