Introduction - Hello Everyone

[Guest_498]

Hi all,

I'm new to this forum. I'd like to introduce myself. I'm 40 years of age, female. My interests include music (any genre), reading a great novel, watching comedy, Restuaranting, and learning new things. I suffer from depression and anxiety. Depression feels very lonely for me. I'd like to reach out for some support. Thank you.

[monkey_magic]

Hey Bluberry,

You'll be fine.
These people have probably read, studied and been uber involved in their interests for donkeys.

The more you study and with experience you'll feel your smarts coming to you.

They may already be there and you're just not seeing them.

Feeling insecure can be a massive driving force also.

So are you Ubering this week. Hopefully you get more work.

[ecomama]

Hey Blubes, thanks for the advice re: Alexa xxxx.
We text or talk almost every day but she knows we don't HAVE to do that.

She called just now and guess what..... Angelo wanted to hang out with her tonight, she was perplexed but said ok as long as they just grabbed dinner and hung out to talk.
AND she stated a BOUNDARY very clearly to one of her troublesome clients and it was (finally) accepted lol.

I'm glad you enjoyed the party!

Yeah don't worry about feeling out of your depth, it's how we all feel when we're thrown in the deep end and are learning how to swim lol!

Over time you'll realise alot of their "airs of intelligences" (lol) is merely a confident facade.

You're awesome JUST the way you are.

ALL GOOD!

I've gone nuts Christmas shopping today lol, had A BALL.
I even bought MYSELF some nice things LOL!!

Now to get the chooks out of my half finished glass room!
The rain has barely stopped for 5 days now... mostly misty rain. The chooks are hiding in there lol.
But a HUGE flood happened near here today causing havoc, I'm sure Council caused the issues bec I've NEVER known it to flood right there in over 50y, so yeah... throw it on the pile of our Council's stuff ups recently.

Luckily our home is pretty high up on a hill. Hmmmm.
My sons just left 2 hours early to start their shifts tonight lol, darling boys.... the traffic jams are pretty big due to the flooding.

I got to do my Christmas Shopping with hardly anyone around in Coles because they were ALL stuck in the traffic jams (and don't know the back roads like a local ie ME lol).

Love EM

[Guest_498]

I'm working atm .. but will respond to your threads soon. Waiting, waiting for customers. lol. This can get tedious.

Flatmate and I had a big fight last night. He came home from work in a bad mood for like 2 days - IDK but I think coz I slept out on the weekend and didn't come home. He didn't say anything about it, but what else could it be? I got home really late on Sunday and he wasn't home. He came home really late and barely said 2 words to me. Last night he was being an utter jerk - from this to that. He blew up about something (I listened), then ripped into him and told him he was a jerk and to not talk to me for the rest of the evening. He did apologize later, hugged and kissed me but yeh, I hated the argument.

brb. xx

[Guest_498]

Sorry, correction: *he didn't work Sunday... He got home VERY LATE Sunday, I didn't know where he went. Barely said 2 words to me. It was on last night though. Again, he came home late from work.

[ecomama]

Yeah that sucks about the argument with flattie Blubes!

Awful.

Do you think there's a lack of communication about your "relationship"?

You know, stuff about expectations, boundaries I mean with other people etc?

IDK it's not nice, sorry you've gone through that.

Hugs
EMxxxx

[ecomama]

Hey Bluberry and everyone on this thread,

I know it's a difficult time this time of year but I couldn't let the day pass without saying that I'm thinking of you ALL.

Even if you spend all day in bed, please take care of yourselves and be back here soon.

A New Year very soon and with this I Pray that new hopes are inspired, new beginnings and wonderful new relationships are waiting.

Hugs and especially warm thoughts today.

Love to you all
EM

[Guest_498]

Merry Christmas ALL!!! Love you all xx

[ecomama]

Merry Christmas to YOU too Blubes!

Hope you're chilling out.

Love EM

[Guest_498]

Yes, just a chilled one with flattie. We havent seen each other in 2 days... Yesterday he came home from work and omg, we hugged for ages like no tmr. He told me he missed me. I said "i dont think you even like me" "I annoy you". Him: "I love you". Me: "you make me h". It was so warm and nice to be in his arms...the way he touches me, omg.

[Guest_498]

Hope everyone enjoyed their Christmas. One down and nye to go. Can't wait till its over with.