Hi Tired one, I dont blame you for being tired at all. I would be also if in your shoes. You are doing SO MUCH. You should be proud of yourself firstly for all you are enduring for those around you. We never receive the right amount of, if any, appreciation from those around us for all we endure. But I wanna say how proud I am that you are and have for so long. Its never easy to step back and look at our lives from a different angle, but it is refreshing when we do, its a big step to do so and make changes from what we see. But taking baby steps so to speak on helping ourselves to find a lil more happiness each day is what we all need. Especially through these hard times. Making 5-10 (increase where possible) to reflect on the good we have done in the day. The work you have covered/achieved to help finance your life, those you love, especially your daughter. To do something you enjoy (even having a cuppa to or from work, and zone out listening to a favourite song that may help mentally energise you?) I love the saying, we need to fill our cup up first before helping fill others, you cant fill another's cup with your empty cup. (Same as putting our oxygen mask on before being able to help others). You have done amazing to reach out here, that in itself is never easy and a little time spent on yourself and for your happiness and mental health. A step in the right direction to seeking help and help you find some direction. You are doing awesome! Your daughter in the long run would be ever so proud of all you do for her, no matter what you decide to do... in the moment it doesnt feel like it. Many high heavy hurdles we all struggle with in times life you are suffering. I hope you have been able to reach out to seek professional assistance? Here always, when needed.
TC, Btw my names Renee. Lovely to have made you acquaintance tired one 🙂
