The last few days have been a rollercoaster, my bipolarity is all over the place. I scared my friends with a random fit of maniacal laugher this morning. It was a pretty dark and messed up thoughts I had that set me off. They thought I was sobbing inconsolably about something because what they heard sounded like a little girl crying but my housemate and he soon realised I was actually laughing hysterically. But now I just feel flat.
