Over it

[Lilly18]

I hate my life and there is nothing I can do about it. I'm beyond broken.

[blondguy]

Hello Lily18

It takes a lot of guts to post on the forums which you have just done and that makes you amazing!

If you want to talk...we are here for you no worries at all. If you are stuck and need immediate support, Beyond Blue have gentle qualified counselors available 24/7 on 1300 22 4636

There are many gentle people here for you Lilly18. Even though we dont have immediate chat available we can offer you excellent support 🙂

My kind thoughts

Paul

[Lilly18]

Thankyou.

I get panicky & desperate when I'm depressed about my situation, so just put it on here..

This is me, my husband died 16months ago, I have scars on my soul from drinking away that pain, i have been sober for 9months. I thought if i can quit drinking ill be happy. Deffinetly not happy. I have 3 young kids, he was only 28yrs old. Have seen 3 psychologists, still seeng one. I'm on my 4th antidepressant, one week I'll feel great and then bam im back down depressed again then go up again. Throw disordered eating in there too.

Just feels like nothing is going to make me feel ok