Over Everything

[Justinvdw]

I'm a 20 Year old boy. I have had depression before a few years ago but I sort of got it over and made good with my life but lately It seems to be coming up again and attacking me. I'm not happy any more, I feel I don't belong here and no one wants me around. I feel lost and confused and alone and really I have no one to turn to

The scariest thing I guess is the amount of bad thoughts running through my mind. They are the last things i want back because with the thoughts I had It didn't want to make me be here

I'm just really scared and I don't know where to start as I feel so alone and lost and I really can't seem to get out of this

[vip]

Hi Justin you are suffering with full blown depression here as you know. Please take yourself off to a gp and that gp will probably refer you to a psych my first encounter with depression was at 17 so its very common so honestly everyone understands you here on this forum . First step you took was speaking about it now go and get the professional help asap. Goodluck and take care

[geoff]

dear Justin, as well as having depression you have a very low self esteem, and with this all your past thoughts or memories are beginning to flood back, so there are a couple of things you need to do, firstly come back to us and try and remember what has upset you previously, and secondly try and visit your doctor.

There are many people here all with different experiences of depression, young and old, and that's me, so please reply back to us. Geoff.

[Jo3]

Hi Justin

I agree with Nes and Geoff

You need help with this and please see your GP for a referral to a psychologist who can help you through these flashbacks that you are having.  

I have been suffering depression for 3 yrs now and at the beginning I was having horrible flashbacks and memories of my childhood sexual abuse.  But with the help of my psych it is under control and okay.

Good luck and take care 

Let us know how you go

Jo