Oh crap

[Tiny_tears]

Ok was watching free Willie this arvo and got a little tears in my eyes... Cozy I wanted to sit watch it with my boy... So I got outta my chair n took a breather.. Becouse I haven't seen my kid and I'm so screwed emotionally.. And I've been couch hoping due to ( thread, nothing working) 

  don't cry they say.. I said it's ok I'll go for a drive n clear my head.. Gave it 3/4 hours and went back.. House locked all the little bits I had locked inside.. Won't answer phone calls, haven't spoke since Willie was set free n I lost.. I'm done I'm done

[Guest_1055]

Hello Tiny tears

You sound so desperate, lonely and so sad. I' m so so sorry. I wish that I could give you a physical hug and wipe away your tears. And even give you a nice comfy bed, so you could just rest.

Have you thought of ringing Beyond Blue, they may be able to help, I have heard the people you speak to are pretty kind.

I am not an expert, but I think you do need some extra help.

I hope you read this post tonight, my posts seem to take a while to get through. But please, please know, that I care so much about you already. I am sending you a huge hug now, and I so much hope that your hurting heart will receive it.

With love to you

Shelley anne xxx

[Neil_1]

Hi there Tiny tears

I’m guessing that where you are, there aren’t too many options where you can call on someone to come over for a chat?

For myself, I know that if there’s the possibility of a movie or some kind of show that could strike up big time emotions, that I will steer clear of them, especially when I know I’m in a bad place, cause I think it’ll only add petrol to the fire and make things even worse.  I guess that’s what it sounded like for you when you watched Free Willie and that it caused a lot of bubbling to the surface of sad emotions.

In your previous post you mentioned that you were struggling with the living situation and that I thought you were living out of your car, but in this one, you’ve mentioned that you’re now in a house – and so if you’ve gone from a car situation to a house, then that must be a huge positive for you, yeah?

The other thing I was thinking about was, that around this time of year, with plenty of people going off on leave and having holidays, maybe there might be an opening at some place nearby you for some casual or even part time work?  Just a thought.

Kind regards

Neil