No one really cares

[AlreadyNobody]

No one seems to care, Ive tried everything to get better ,wrote all my thoughts down in a journal or exercise till I threw up, no matter how much I did it was always short term and it made no difference to the nights, I told my parents everything as a final cry for help, that was 3 weeks ago, they just said i had to exercise more often then already my 5 times a week, and they will maybe look for someone that I can talk to, and basically what I got out of that was its my fault that I can't manage myself because I don't do constructive things. I cant put any weight on anyone anymore without them wanting to keep distance afterwards, I used to have so many friends, and a while ago for the first time in my life Ive had to make excuses to why I don't hang out with my friends, I cringe every time I think about that because I don't have any friends, I hate myself. I don't see myself being around to graduate school, not at this rate.

[geoff]

Hello AlreadyNobody, I'm sorry that you're not being addressed by your parents in taking you to your doctor, you are crying out for help, so that's a definite indication that you're not well.

Some people find exercising or walking around the block beneficial, unfortunately, not for me, I didn't have the strength, it might be different for you.

One thing you need to be complimented on is writing down your thoughts, I say this because once you see your doctor then you can hand over this journal for them to read, that's great because that's something we suggest.

If you're not well then it's only natural to cancel any plans with your friends, please don't take this as being a negative feeling.

A couple of things, ask your parents again, and if they still won't then tell them you will ask someone else to take you to your doctors or what you could do is make an appointment, then tell your parents one of them needs to come with you.

The reason why you can't cope for yourself is because you're not well, that's the only reason and your parents have to know, and it's not your fault, depression is not what anyone would ever wish for.

I hope to hear back from you and with one of your parents, pull them aside and plead with them.

Geoff.

[Lee lee 73]

Hello Already Nobody,

You are someone and I care ❤💜. It makes me sad to hear what you're going through. My family are in complete denial of my mental health so I have some insight. Is there a teacher or counselor at your school you trust and can talk to?

You can also call beyond blue or the 'kids helpline' .

I'm here if you need to be listened to. I wish I could help you more.

Please drop in again alreadynobody. You are someone and you deserve to be loved cared for and to be happy.

Hope to talk soon 💜❤

Lee