Juggling life & depressive symptoms

[guest2046046]

Hi everyone,

I have been struggling a lot recently for what feels like no reason. I don't find enjoyment in things anymore and constantly have a sense of despair and depression all the time. It feels horrible but it won't go away. I constantly feel misunderstood by my family and I don't have any friends close enough to confide in so I also feel very alone. I just want to be able to feel normal and live a relatively happy life and feel comfortable and confident in my own mind and body but everything seems completely pointless, and it seems like all we do is work or feel guilty about not working, go through hardships when loved ones pass away and then we go ourselves. I am not sure what I am supposed to do anymore. I am a little overwhelmed and anxious about my final exams coming up for high school and I have had a job offered to me that seems ok but is a little bit of a drive but also seems like I may even find it good, but I am not sure if I even want it and it just makes me feel even more overwhelmed. I am not sure if this is just anxious feelings getting in the way. Everything feels crushing, overwhelming and depressing. If anyone has any advice or input please help! Thank you!

[Sophie_M]

Hi Guest,
  You have articulated so well what feeling depressed is like. We are sorry you are experiencing this. We are glad that you've taken this step in sharing here.
  We hope you find some comfort in hearing from the other community members, many of whom will be able to relate to what you’re going through.
  If you ever want to talk this through with one of the Beyond Blue counsellors, feel free to give us a call on 1300 22 4636, or reach out through Online Chat here.
  Thank you for giving this community a chance to offer you their understanding and advice. We’re here to listen and offer support, and you never know how your story might help someone else.   Kind regards, Sophie M