I just use the sentences in the daily life is all right?
To introduce myself, I am a student which came from an international school that studied easy knowledges in China. When Melbourne Uni gave me this offer, I was very pleasant and feeling very anticipate to this school's life. But the life changed in the study period in Australia. An unlucky and unexperienced thing that I met was I were struggled with the scam. During this time, I was trapped and controlled by Chinese which was the same country and I doubted myself very much after this thing. It was like a terrible crack down for me and several weeks later was the final week and I did nothing in the scam in this seven week and I cried a lot. It was the most awful experience that I met in Melbourne but this thing can be blamed just of myself. So I failed lots of subjects and I don't adapt the life in Australia neither.
Then after this bad thing happen, I decided to study in Summer term that rely on myself and I nearly have nobody to talk about my life so I feel isolated from others a bit of time, just the originally friends and parents. But this was a small thing to me .
The time right now that I wrote is I just found my interest in subject not in my high school so doing some subjects that I dislike is a very suffered thing to me. So when I studied the building class which introduces lots of information in construction industry not the mathematics one, I feel anxiety and cannot pay attention in it. The most depression feeling is I found myself cannot do a successful subject throughout my hardworking. The only thing that I can do right now is to wait for my failing another subjects in the second or third semester and I can do nothing with it. I feel very nervous about the study and I want to get a good grade but I cannot do this so it is like I feel I am very depress right know when I am typing this words.
