I don't even know how to feel in all this....

[Nightstand]

August is coming up which means I'm going to be 22 soon.... And despite all that has come to past I've been coming back to celebrating alone... Again.. I know my message and story wouldn't reach the people I'd just wished I've gotten to share with... But I've really been at a braking point on just feeling this hopeless in being the person I want to be... I know by the end of this I won't have the people who'd just stayed back for me.. but I can die smiling in understanding that all the love, compassion and acceptance I showed for the people I cared for.. has still led me to having to feel like this on my own..... 

[TrueSeeker]

Hello Nightstand

I'm so sorry that you're in this situation, I can see how exhausting and disappointing it is for you. You do deserve love and kindness that you've given. It's hard when we're around people that don't appreciate us and it's completely ok to take some time to heal and recharge to have the strength to find the right people for you.

I really wish that things will get better for you and whenever you'd like to share something, we here

And Happy Birthday!