I don’t want to go into too much detail.. all I can say for now is I’m that stressed out and depressed that I can’t think straight.. I am bothering the people around me because they think I’m hounding them but I’m not I’m just having anxiety attack s and I’m in panic mode.
I tried to chat with a councillor and once I entered the details needed and clicked the button to proceed to the chat it would not load.
I just need someone I can talk to casually online without having to call and I would prefer to remain as anonymous as possible.
My world around me is falling apart and I am pushing everyone away from me because of that .. they think I’m asking for the impossible or that I’m being difficult or just being a c**t for the sake of it.. but I’m not.. I’m just having an attack.. every bad thing even little things that would seem insignificant to a person that isn’t experiencing what I am right at this moment.
I need a professional to chat to.. is there anyone on here having the same issues with the online chat to a councillor that I’m having ?
If so can you please tell me how you resolved the problem so I can do so myself and get the help I need.
I know they say take it day by day and I’m tired but I don’t think sleeping is going to make me feel any better not until I can speak to someone who is trained in talking to a person who suffers depression or lives with mental health issues everyday of their lives like I do.
please don’t just ignore this.. I need some compassion and understanding to resolve the issue surrounding the 24/7 chat. Otherwise tonight is going to be a long night and I can’t help myself until I can gain access to someone who can help me, help myself.
Thanx.
