I'm 21-years old and literally am the biggest loser. I have almost no friends, outside of people who i work with (So i'm forced to be with them as its work time), i literally never hang out with anyone. I was okay in school, had friends here and there and got a long well with most people, never ever had fights or anything, i got along well. Ever since school finished, my life has gone down hill... I work almost all the time, i do have a good job and study at uni... but i literally have no life. This started from literally the moment i finished school, i hardly had the time to hang out with people and only had so few friends that eventually its all faded away. The People who i thought i was close with, i almost never see. I do have 1 friend i've always been close with... just 1, however tonight really killed me inside with this person. Me and my close friend were at 21st tonight from an old school friend, and I literally left after 2 hours, coz i had no one to talk to. I just sat in a corner, which has been the case for the last couple parties i've been to. My close mate i was with, totally brushed me and spoke to all the old friends i had (people i was very close with in school), and no one really seemed to care and or even add me in conversations. I had to walk out and go home, had never felt like more a loser in my life. I had good relationships with people when i was around 17/18, hence why i was given an invite to their 21sts. However, all i am, is a simple 'hello, how are you going?" type guys to everyone, and then they walk away, and i realise how little friends i have.
I'm really hating my life. I work too much, I've always been working nights when people are out. when i had just finished school and was 18/19, i barely got to hang out with friends, because i was working and i feel it's one reason why this has all gone to shit. I get along with people well, the people i work with all like me, and we work well together. But that doesn't matter, because all i do is work and just lay at home bored when i'm not at worki, wishing i had friends to hang out with. Two other really close friends i had, i saw maybe 3 times in the previous year, guys who i considered my best friends. I doubt i will even see them this year, they have girlfriends and are busy with their own life etc. I literally have no one to spend time with, people from school who were my friends, other people who i had friendships for a long time, are now all gone.
