ok so i went to brisbane with my best friend and her cousin who in child safety, i felt left out alot cause she hasnt seen her cousin in a year which wasnt a problem just felt left out but she invited me to it so i try to enjoy my self. but anyway i had no meds that day which made it diffcult to enjoy myself. anyway we went to the mall and we sat down and we got maccas but she threw napkins at her dad but i thought she was mad at me so i went to toliet try to clam down it didnt work i had a psychosis epsiode causing me to throw things and casuing my friend to run away who didnt help me out at all she wasnt scared at all though she and her father cant be toghter or the police take him away anyway child safety call me a dangerous friend and she cant be friends with me now so i feel alone cause in the heat of the moment i said not talk to me ever again and i am sorry for that and also she literally said i cant hear voices telling me to commit crime but i am so idk what she on about
i miss her i wish she knows i am sorry but she doesnt listen and tell me to grow up and change myself which is diffcult for me casue i dont want to change but i want to be friends with her still i miss her
