Burdens that Bother me, Rather than my Own Fault's

[BabySteps]

I'm bothered by many things

Modern Masculinity, It's more than less Sexist, and Misogynism and Emasculating, on the Rarity Domestic and even Rape, I know not all Masculinity Is to the same extent, But It's common enough for not relating to your Own Gender, and that doesn't put me In any LGBQT Sexualities

I mainly Just Preference a Conservative and a Religious Gospel Biblical Nature and Character, and Nobel Values

Certain things that Men say like "You didn't know Her" or "When they dominate their Toxic Opinions over a Healthy Masculine defense towards a Female Sexist Attack, It's not to say that these things happen to everybody everyday, but fairly common

It's the frustration of Managing Pre Diabetes Type-2 and being at the beginning with my Life In all Accounts at 26, and my Parent's are very much Older In their Early 60's

I'm without Company and Experiences with Women, because I'm Lost with Direction, but I really want Creativity, but my Self Esteem Is somewhat withdrawn and otherwise Chatty

I don't like Modern Pharmaceutical Medications, I'm almost finally proven well enough to come Off Anti Psychotic's

My Depressing Burden's, It's not ANYTHING to do with Mental Health, It's rather Society's Fault's and Modern Narcissism's and Self Superiorities and Personalities that Walk Over You

[Croix]

Dear BabySteps~

I've read though your own threads for the past months and also your contributions to the threads of others. Thank you for trying to help them.

Life has been far from easy for you, with many interactions with mental health professionals, the strained relations you have with your dad and not having the opportunities to drive or meet with like minded other people at your ease.

Not surprisingly you see the down side of our society, and I'm sure you are right in your observations. Sadly you may not have had the opportunities to see the up-sides as well and get a more balanced perspective. It leaves you in an unhappy state.

Diabetes can be managed, my wife had it and that was when one had to use two bottles and make the correct mixture each time. It can be very frustrating and leave you feeling limited.

You talk about the opposite sex, about trying to get a license and car, and think of a decent job. Perhaps they are not as impossible as you feel, none of us know what is around the corner. To achieve such things I guess your chosen name here says it all, try for small victories. If no job maybe see if there is an interesting volunteer opportunity nearby -things like that.

While you have talked a lot about problems, which are very real, you have not talked about the things you enjoy or give you a lift. When in hospital I've found that reading - even books for younger persons - were something I could lose myself in and forget about the ward for a while each day.

I also like movies - provided they do not have a sad ending, plus pets. I've a large cat beside me now, gently snoozing in the warmth.

Would you like to say what you have enjoyed?

Croix

[smallwolf]

Hi.

Hope you don't mind me starting with a question...

The issues you have with society, are these from the news or ???

For example, I don't watch the news on tv and do little on Facebook

There are things in the world that I cannot control. And there are things I can control. Finally having the wisdom to discern the difference.

That is actually a paraphrase of the serenity prayer. The only thing I can change are those things I am in control of. And I can still get frustrated at things I hear. But then I remember not everyone is like me.

Do you feel typecast or labelled because you are a male?

Or what triggers the thoughts you mentioned in your post?

I look forward to hearing from you. Tim