Hello. What a cool name!
I hope that my sharing part of my story you might get something from it, or perhaps continue the conversation at least.
There was a point in time when I felt similar to you but the circumstances were different. I was working from home, there were customers in different countries, and I had a belief that if I left problem undone, the world would end,. That is how it felt at least. It never was though! There were 2 things I did - started studying again, and a change in job. I am not suggesting the latter. The study for me was doing something I wanted to do. It was also an opportunity to get out of the house and meet people. On the job front, one of the reasons was to be in an environment where I was involved with other people. Over the years between then and now there are things I have worked out about converations.
So ...
what sort of things are you interested in? Are there groups in the area that you could join? It could even be a volunteer position. Get involved.
As far as a conversation goes, when someone tells me they did nothing in the week, I will ask them what they actually did and if something tickles my fancy I can ask more questions. If someone said they played golf, I can ask them "where", "how long have they played for", etc. Tell me more about ...
ask the person at the checkout at the supermarket how their day was. When did they start? When does their shift end? Getting a break over christmas?
Curiosity.
And the feeling you will be alone is natural.
If I were to converse with you... I would want to know where you came from, what brought you over here? about your family etc. Cultural differences.
