I'm going crazy

[Ann72]

Hi I'm wondering if anyone else has issues like mine. I feel like I'm going crazy . My partner of 30 years wants to leave because of it.while I'm at work or even going to the shops without him I think he is cheating whether on internet chat or chat lines . Gets really bad I think I'm ruining the best thing in my life which is his life. my children even think I'm nuts . What could be wrong if anyone had same as me let me know thank you 

[CrashCoyote]

Hi Ann72,

It is not possible to tell in four sentences what is going on for you, but you seem to be suggesting that you feel like your partner of the last thirty years is cheating on you but you know he isn't and it is driving him away. Yes?

Maybe it is something you are struggling with independent of whatever he is or isn't doing. Are you able to contact the webchat here or call the 1300 number? It is all absolutely anonymous.

If you can't, I think you need to discuss these feelings with you GP.

Kind regards, John.

[Ann72]

Hi thanks for replying

I know he isn't but it sends me insane . I check his phone my internet logs u name it . I shake I feel sick just getting ready for work knowing I don't know what he is doing during the day . We lost a daughter to still birth 7 years ago on Thursday I visited the cemetary by myself because I accused him of something he didn't do . I was already an emotional wreak but that took me over the edge . I wanted to finish it then and there .his message to ask where I was was a turning point where I know I need help . He can no longer help me . 

[CrashCoyote]

Hi Ann72,

I am sorry for the loss of your daughter. My eight week old daughter Jessica died seventeen years ago of causes unknown (S.I.D.S.) so I can empathise with you.

From what you describe your husband isn't the issue. You are really struggling. Do you know how this insecurity started?

Kind regards, John.