I have struggled most of my life to find my place in this world. I have wandered in search of connection with what is real and try to keep away from what is fabricated by others thoughts of what is right and wrong. I have always worked and been employed. Being told I care too much or buck the system in some way. I try to conform yet find it frustrating , feeling like a caged animal. I feel the pain in others and connect with their truth. Human kind can be so hurtful and disengaged with their own kind. Is being kind in the face of vulnerability so hard ? I have found those who are bullies and controlling are usually more in need of compassion than those who are bullied and treated unkindly. Understanding both sides is tiring. I keep battling to keep my head above water , this time I have been hit hard. I have conformed and still did my best , still not good enough. Where to from here ?
