Hello Rubykt, welcome to the forums.
We go through life believing that if we marry and have kids that everything will be OK, but we don't think about all the different circumstances we will have to face and whether these will change the situation for us and this may happen where you feel disconnected with your family but pretend to them that all's OK.
You can't get over this by yourself and if you try to then all the major problems will be pushed aside, you need help to find the trigger points which start it.
Being told to get over it won't help you at all, it pushes you into another corner where you may feel locked in, that's not what we want, we have been through this ourselves and certainly want to help you.
It may mean that you’re trying to find an answer but feel unable to talk about what it with your partner and these conditions can cause emotional numbness.
Problems like depression, anxiety as you have mentioned, or other disorders may jump on board making you feel numb, so perhaps if you can write down what is actually causing all of this, so when you see your doctor you can just hand it over to them, but please take a photocopy.
Can I also suggest doing the K-10 test (google it ) which is a test for depression, try and do it a few times at different stages of the day, when you are at home, day and then night, or when you're away from home, this is important because your mood will change throughout the day.
If you could get back to us that would be great.
Geoff.
