What happens when you don’t know?

[Saroseme]

I’m getting pretty sick of things, not gonna lie.

I just don’t know how to feel, how to act anymore.

School started up, which brang some new drama, and issues. (Y’know, all the good stuff)

Its just making me feel more and more sick of everything, like, I’m ok, but, am I?

Im just really confused,

i want it be ok, I want to be positive like the other girls, I want to be happy like the other girls,

but, I can’t.

I wanna be different, I want to change,

but I can’t, and that’s getting to me.

I want to be like the other kids, and, for the most part, I’m not.

Why does that get to me?

The other kids can be happy, feel happy,

and I can too, but,

theres something different,

I feel fake

Does anyone know how to handle school, and kids, things like that?

(I don’t really know anymore, taking things in your stride stops working after you start to realise it. Getting through the school day is getting harder to manage, and, considering I’ve barely started, is gonna be difficult to keep up with.)

Would be much appreciated,

Sam

[Saroseme]

Hi,

Thank you again,

I get what you’re saying, it’s very helpful,

for now, I just want to think about how to make this easy, which is something it’s not.

I think what you’ve said makes a lot of sense in things,

Im going to think about it, and take in everything as consideration for the long run,

Thank you (very very much),

Sam

[therising]

Hi Sam

As long as you have a few options in mind open to you (including the forums here), that's a good start.

Take care Sam