Surviving, not learning.

[Sariyah]

At school in 2025, this boy started bullying me behind everyone's backs and I don't know why he's doing this. 

It feels really unfair and I starting hating myself so much and school was for me to survive now, not learn anything but being bullied.

He'd spread rumours, saying I have a crush on him but in reality I hate him so much I want to kill him and yes I know it's mean to say that but I can't handle it anymore it's so exhausting.

[Psychdiaries2]

Hi there,

Welcome back to the forums and thank you for sharing with us. I am very sorry to hear about this, bullying is not ok and is just awful. I want you to know it's not your fault at all. I understand you may feel angry and exhausted at the same time and that is a valid feeling. I am wondering if you have told a teacher at school about what has been happening? If not yet, I would encourage you to because you don't have to go through this alone. I hope they will be supportive and ensure he gets the appropriate consequences. 

Feel free to keep reaching out on here, we're here for you and you're not alone 💙

Sending love,

PsychDiaries