hi Jakob, it's always very difficult to post your first comment, it might have taken you a while to actually post what you did and that takes a lot of courage, and to suffer from anxiety and depression is something that we have all suffered from.
It's not easy to know who to talk to or to even be brave to open up, you are not alone there, so perhaps if you click onto 'All Posts' then you can read through a few stories in different sections.
This you could do in the background and please know that this site is anonymous, but what you are trying to deal with is nothing more than horrible as it seems to bury you away and destroy everything you may have tried to achieve.
I hope that you feel comfortable here and give us a little more information. Geoff.
