Please Help!! Breech of Confidentiality

[Kombie390]

Long story short. I am a CSA and DV survivor. The only people who know about my history are my counsellors. Out of the blue late last week I received a call from a detective from the local police station in my area asking me to confirm a report they had received from an unknown source. This detective had precise details about my abusers only souls on Earth that know are my professional helpers. I have asked them and of course they all deny making any contact with the police. Since then I feel extremely unsafe which I am sure is also a bit of paranoia within myself and also anyone around me. I have few friends and my professional support that's it no family support. Now I have lost all trust in everyone including me. I don't even know if this is the right place to be asking for such help but I want to know if there is any way I can request an investigation into my health records or am I just needing to accept this has happened and move on. I wanted to be the one to one day make this report to the police, myself, in my own time and AGAIN someone has taken my power away from me. I don't want to talk anymore to any of these people I don't want to work with them I want to walk away from everyone isolate and hide away to protect myself against any further harm. I am angry with someone but I don't know who to be angry with. I feel so let down and betrayed by someone. Running away feels more safer and comfortable then facing this reality. I want silence. I can't get that here.

[TaylahAnn]

They have breached your trust which is unlawful - please call your local council community help line or a lawyer - so wrong

[Guest_1643]

Hey Kombie - hope you're hanging in there.

It is hard to have the weight of confusions and emotions from all directions... I totally understand the hesitation to call Beyond Blue or Lifeline. I think it can sometimes be preventative - and you are worthy to call anytime - as many times as you want. It can cause guilty feelings which are truly understable, but you are worthy. Even if it helps one tiny percentage, you are that important

[Kombie390]

Thanks all for your replies. I wish I felt worthy of your kind hearted words I don't and I know I should be calling a helpline number I can't I'm causing myself such a disservice.
An update about the breech of confidentiality, today after the counsellor admitted to their clinical supervisor a couple of days ago, I lodged a complaint through my states health department. In all seriousness though it's not going to make a shred of difference. I've decided to quit all counselling and therapy and everything how can I trust anyone now I don't know what I am to do now I feel so betrayed and lost