Hey Glenn!
Have you got a prescribing doctor? It seems strange that they would keep you on a medication if it isn't working. Might be worth looking at seeing a GP or Psychiatrist? From my experience, getting off these med is rough. And by the sounds of it, like you, I experienced a fair amount of anger after coming off one. It passed within a couple of weeks but it not ideal at all, especially with kids.
My best advice would be to talk to a psychiatrist, that's what I'd do anyway. They have their pathways and options which might work out well for you.
Hopefully you're able to find some relief from the darkness of your days!
