So lost about 3 months now

[Guest_4593]

Felling so..... I don't even know,
had a bad 12 months , the last 3 i have had panic attacks i self-harm i get completely drunk every night i feel worse everyday now things that I thought were the only things keeping me going, the things that got me up every morning, i am finding them annoying and hard to deal with and just cant be bothered with anything anymore even the things I thought throughout the last few months despite my mood would never change but they have, what do I have left.
Don't wanna hear anymore ur not urself go to a gp we all have problems

[Guest_4593]

Somedays it's a struggle to be here .. i dont see the point. But i see and hear everything going on and i feel nothing..people taking about suicide. Don't hate them . I just cant get over people's reaction to suicide when i have a different view . But still understanding that its very painful

[Sophie_M]

Hey Guest_4593,

Thank you for posting here tonight and letting us know how you're feeling. We are so sorry you're struggling with feeling numb and hopeless tonight. It is difficult to find hope when everything feels dark and painful. You are in a safe, non-judgmental place where you can share your experience with others who can understand where you are coming from.

If you would like to talk to a friendly, caring counselor who can help you process your feelings, please get in touch with our Support Service anytime on 1300 22 4636 or via Webchat 3pm-12am AEST here: www.beyondblue.org.au/getsupport  

You can also call Lifeline (13 11 14) and Suicide Call Back Service (1300 659 467)

If you are in immediate danger this is an emergency and you must contact triple zero (000).

Please know that we are here for you and there is always hope and support available.
 

[Guest_4593]

Thanks took the words right out my mouth . Hopeless