Hello,
Im Caleb,
I came on these forums about 3 or 4 months ago now, or maybe 2 months... anyway, when i came on i was distraught, and i didn't know what was happening to me. I have dealt with depression before but never to this extent. I was hearing voices for the first time ever and that freaked me out a lot, i felt hopeless, helpless and wanted to die.
Thankfully i came on here and talked about it with some people and eventually got the nerve to talk give the helpline a ring. They then put me in contact with my local Mental health emergency team who came and saw me within in 24hours at home. I've been meeting with the team every week since and have been put on an anti-psychotic and anti depressant medication which are seeming to help.
I had suicidal ideas and thankfully because of help these have gone away. My attitude to life is becoming a bit more positive each day.
I just wanted to say thanks to all the people that help others on these forums, because you all literally saved my life. Instead of going out and acting upon my suicidal thoughts i talked to someone and they lead me on to more help.
I'm very great full, thanks again!
