im inlove :(

[in_love]

Im inlove with my best friends boyfriend, I am a guy and he is straight so nothing could ever happen, I have been for a couple years, at first I thought it was just a crush but after this long it cant be, it makes it hard seeing him every day as I live with them.

I dont know what to do, I just want to get over it but I dont think thats going to happen

What do I do?

By the way I am on here already with a different username but to make sure nobody figures out who I am I have made this account 

[gibby3794]

Hi guys, btw I am in_love.. 

I told my friend I am inlove with him and she said shes flattered someone else sees what she does, she asked what it is that I see, im not sure what it is, then she said she doesnt know what it could be either but we both obviously see something lol,