Idk depression seemed to fit best but i'm so tired all the time. i can't focus on anything. i've told my stepmum, my dad knows vaguely, my school knows, my doctor knows. literally everyone knows that i'm struggling and that i feel like a danger to myself. yes i'm 49 days clean or smth but i'm so tired. i don't feel like me. i want to crush up my bones until they are a powder then reshape them with water becasue they feel too loud. I'm so tired all the time. i can't think or focus. i just want to escpae it all.
i just want to be somewhere safe and structured.
