The news of attack of woman being dragged out of bed this morning literally happened my own mum

[Blaire]

The news this morning of attack where woman had that happen too her was similar too me but my mum did it worse. I tried too grab the doona it’s made me feel anxious as ever and all she got was a bump on the head and decided too make out like I was the one in the wrong anytime im happy with a man she has done this always her and my own violent brother used too bash me up and I never have had the guts too say anything till I let the counsellor know this morning and I dunno what my brother would do he is labelled a sociopath by my old pyschiatrist and I know my kids had to stop her long time ago and now I have new one im not letting him anywhere new house I can’t wait till police finally do something about her and him my brkther and lock her up she has already been the cause of me going on start safely within momentum and it shouldn’t have even been allowed too ever hsve me back there they have totally failed me in that sense i can’t wait she is out of my life for good she didn’t even know my blood type it’s ridiculous i emailed the hospital and had too tell them some really personal stuff cause i know I hope they lock up a previous support worker for her letting her husband anywhere near me. ive told a female constable but they can’t even arrest a woman who attacked me they reckon no video footage and no witnesses the ambulance saw the people there one was stabbed trying too get in ambulance and one man homeless who saved my life I asked for one too come they said no it was a total let down ive got security supporting me in shopping centres and hospitals a woman in hospital told me too fukoff too my face and then another trying too send me home on a bus another night i dunno why they treat me like this now im on medication cause stupid lack of knowledge my severe odeama im allergic too certain things i dunno where some workers come from i was recommended for any health job I wanted in health industry when I was a dental nurse im glad im gunna just stick with volunteer and then my license and plan my future wiyh my man cause the police and hospital nurses and some drs have let me down all I can rely on lately is fracture clinic security gaurds and thats about it and knowing my man’s mums a disability worker so im always safe wiyh her atleast some stupid care company I have decided it would be great idea not too listen too me and have a restraining order put on the idiot care worker and husband long time ago I hope they rot in hell along with my mum who beats me and my brother thats only people I truly hope rot in hell and I find it hard too hate but thats a 3 perfect trifecta of evil 

[trying_my_best]

Hi Blaire, 

I know it may not mean much but I am so sorry that you endured all of that! It really sounds like you had been through a lot and I commend you for pushing through it and still finding ways to keep going! I saw in your post you mentioned an old psychiatrist, I was wondering if you have considered reaching out to them again? Or to a counsellor maybe?
 
Wishing you the best 🫶