Growing up I didn't like my father because he wasn't ideal. He wasn't
involved, encouraging, praising and socially valuable, affectionate,
understanding and supportive. He never cared about me achieving my
driving, figuring out a life purpose and gen...
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Growing up I didn't like my father because he wasn't ideal. He wasn't
involved, encouraging, praising and socially valuable, affectionate,
understanding and supportive. He never cared about me achieving my
driving, figuring out a life purpose and generally transitioning into a
adult. He was selfish, grandiose, and would talk behind your back and
think lies are nothing, if you don't know their being told. I also hate
his sister I had to know his friend for a little longer than a dozen
years when I was going through high school. I was bullied all during
high school and suffering everyday for six years since 2008 until 2013.
I hated everyone in the school. I had five extra years of bad
mistreating acquaintance toxic relationship's and that lasted until
2018. I haven't agreed with my mental health diagnosis that I had since
2012 - 2014 which was a result because of my mistakes. The
pharmaceuticals I've been involuntary enforced on are detrimental and I
had three years of weight gain, than it lead to some stretch marks and I
was compensating and hating against tablet nausea with the old meds. It
got even worse being diagnosed with pre diabetes in 2017 and than by
2020 I was having the cholecystectomy with my gallbladder being removed.
It's the most un luck that anyone would get, it's literally being
murdered with their treating, yet I'm obviously given no compensation,
no apologies, no voluntary rights since their a promised myth. I've been
destroyed. To make it worse I have this horrible reality of
spirituality, I CAN'T detach, it's connected to the shrinks I was forced
to see back in 2021 when I was demanded into having a admission into
hospital, despite telling them I was fine and not wanting to go, my
general practioner insisted and argued he felt concerned. I just am
constantly discriminated about my intelligence in numerous ways
internally and made to feel different in negative ways. I can't prove it
to anyone, I just know that it's mixed from the American's and my brief
hospital visit, I didn't like the psychologist and the psychiatrist I
had to experience during those four weeks. They invalidated me and were
cold, looking through me as a idiot and spoke to me like I was a child.
I told the doctor I didn't agree with my diagnosis. He extended my time
for two weeks and than I was on a 9 month community order to get a
monthly injection. They see me as a relapse and I was only a voluntary
forced admission, I didn't want to go. They generalise me too.
How do I talk to my doctor?
