Hi, I suppose that I will start from the start, I am 17 years old, when
I started attending High school I have been bullied every day that I was
at that school, anything from being called names that you would think
shouldn't take offence to, like Fis...
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Hi, I suppose that I will start from the start, I am 17 years old, when
I started attending High school I have been bullied every day that I was
at that school, anything from being called names that you would think
shouldn't take offence to, like Fish, (In reference to my abnormally
large eye sockets) or pizza, (In reference to my severe acne) but to
myself I personally took offence. and the bullying continued getting
worse, and phyical, from year 8-10 I was repeatably beaten, I would
constantly go home with cuts and bruises, and at a few stages I actually
had an eye socket hairline fracture, and fractured ribs also resulting
in lung infections. But when ever I took the problem to the school
teachers or social worker, they assumed I was doing something to
encourage it, but I wasn't, I was that kind of kid who sat at the back
of the class playing games or doing work, I never started anything...
After I finished my year 10 at the school, I left the school, and during
the end of year holidays, I was beaten by my dad. the first time I was
punched in the eye, resulting in a cut bellow my eye, a black eye, and a
hairline fracture in my eye socket. I was in hospital for 2 days after,
and after I was released I went back home. and in less than a months
time, myself and my Dad got into another argument. resulting in my dad
hitting myself again, punching me in the jaw this time dislocating it. I
then moved to Melbourne to live with friends, after 2 months my friends
mum kicked me out, for no reason, just told me I wasn't welcome
anymore... so I then argued with her and ended up fleeing or my life
when my 'friend' threatened to kill me if I didn't leave. so I left, and
went once again back to live with my parents. there was no confrontation
after I had taken the measure of taking out a intervention order against
my Dad and Mum. so that they couldn't hit me of my brothers. even after
this it still wasn't working out so I moved again to live on the coast.
and started going to Tafe to avoid the bullies associated with
mainstream schools... and all was going reasonably well, until my friend
past away, I had known him since primary school and he was a close
friend and he was in a crash, his car hit by a semi truck. And myself
being an SES volunteer, I was called out to the job, when I got there I
saw his car, started thinking that he might not have been driving,
because he shares a car with his girlfriend, still not good, but yea...
I walked up to the car, saw him, and dropped the Jaws of life that I was
holding and dropped to the ground crying, when the others got him out I
went up to the paramedics that were at the scene, and was told he had
passed... I was then sent home, that was 2 weeks ago, and I still
haven't left my home, I even got my groceries delivered. I won't accept
visitors and my phone has been turned off. I just don't know what to
do.... please, help me...