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Jeriava How do I talk to my doctor?
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I’ve been struggling with my life for the past 7-8 years but I finally made an appointment with a doctor. I feel really scared though because I don’t ever go to the doctor for anything, and I havent seen this doctor for so many years that I’m really ... View more

I’ve been struggling with my life for the past 7-8 years but I finally made an appointment with a doctor. I feel really scared though because I don’t ever go to the doctor for anything, and I havent seen this doctor for so many years that I’m really scared that they’ll judge me or won’t believe anything I say. I’m really anti social so I feel like I won’t be able to say what I wanna say or I’ll say the wrong thing causing them to just dismiss me and move me along without helping. I’m just tired of feeling alone, depressed and just worthless but I’m really scared to talk to them.

Chris_B Are you looking to support someone else with depression? PLEASE READ before posting
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This forum is for people seeking support for their own mental health issues. If you're posting on behalf of someone else with a mental health issue that you're concerned about, please have a look at this section of our forums: Supporting family and f... View more

This forum is for people seeking support for their own mental health issues. If you're posting on behalf of someone else with a mental health issue that you're concerned about, please have a look at this section of our forums: Supporting family and friends with a mental health condition It's full of threads from people who have family members and friends going through anxiety, depression or other related conditions. Have a read through the threads there, and feel free to take part in the discussions. Below are also some helpful beyondblue resources you might want to look through first as well: Supporting someone Have the conversation

AGrace SELF HELP TIPS FOR MANAGING DEPRESSION
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Hi Everyone, Here are some ideas you might like to try for managing symptoms of depression. Of course everyone's different, so let us know what works for you, and please feel free to add to the list... Mindfulness – through breathing or engaging the ... View more

Hi Everyone, Here are some ideas you might like to try for managing symptoms of depression. Of course everyone's different, so let us know what works for you, and please feel free to add to the list... Mindfulness – through breathing or engaging the 5 senses Distress Tolerance – Accepting Emotions and Self Soothing Distraction – Put the thoughts/feelings aside and come back to them when you are ready to deal with them Positive Affirmations – Have some affirmations written down repeat them to yourself daily Sleep/Exercise/Diet – All 3 aspects of our lifestyle can impact the way we think/feel Increasing Pleasurable Activities – Engage in at least one pleasurable activity per day

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Muzza001 Life sucks
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Is it just me or not?. I have had 2back surgeries and it's gone again. Taking pain meds. Fuzzy brain shit memory next level pain just want it to stop I have thought about ending it all a fair bit lately how do I work through it

Is it just me or not?. I have had 2back surgeries and it's gone again. Taking pain meds. Fuzzy brain shit memory next level pain just want it to stop I have thought about ending it all a fair bit lately how do I work through it

Dannybaar Medication impact
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Hi I am new here. I have depression/anxiety. After long consultation with the councillor, I was asked to start with taking meds. After consultation with GP, it seems with the dose I am on I am not getting the effect I wanted. Please note that I have ... View more

Hi I am new here. I have depression/anxiety. After long consultation with the councillor, I was asked to start with taking meds. After consultation with GP, it seems with the dose I am on I am not getting the effect I wanted. Please note that I have been on this medication for nearly a year. Now I have been prescribed an alternative medication. So my question is, how do I know whether I am feeling better due to meds. I have been working from home for over a year. Working from home had made me distance myself from social scenes, which has started impacting my mind. When GP asks me whether the med is impacting, not sure how to answer, yes, I feel better more than before. Also, I feel in pits at times. The work is monotonous, and nothing excites me. So any ideas are appreciated. Thanks

CookieP Young person with Bipolar 2
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Hi guys, I’m really new to this, im 22 yrs old and was diagnosed with bipolar 2 about 6mnths ago after becoming quite hypomanic on anti-depressants. It was a really rough time for me and I feel the diagnosis has given me some clarity and understandin... View more

Hi guys, I’m really new to this, im 22 yrs old and was diagnosed with bipolar 2 about 6mnths ago after becoming quite hypomanic on anti-depressants. It was a really rough time for me and I feel the diagnosis has given me some clarity and understanding as to why I feel/act the way I do. i left my job not long after finding out- I wasn’t coping with the stress. I work closely with my GP and psychologist but still feel as if I’m learning something new about my bipolar every day. lockdown seems to trigger my episodes, so that has not been easy. anyway I just wanted to post this, if anyone is in a similar boat pls feel free to reach out!

MissJ94 Constant failure
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I truly feel like im on a forever path of constant failures. I recently resigned from my job because i had been harrassed and stalked and management werent willing to move that staff member to different days or shifts and expected me to still work wi... View more

I truly feel like im on a forever path of constant failures. I recently resigned from my job because i had been harrassed and stalked and management werent willing to move that staff member to different days or shifts and expected me to still work with him as though nothing happened. Ive been harassed and abused before and just couldnt stay there any longer. It had got to the point i was self harming again out of fear of going back there, i was an utter mess in my last weeks there. I still havent found a new job! My mental health seems to be a constant battle. I have bipolar, depression, anxiety. I take medication for the bipolar and sure it mostly keeps me balanced, i still feel anxious and depressed often. The brain fog caused by the medication too is annoying! I feel like im constantly tired and exhausted because of it but if i dont take it i cant sleep for days. Takes me a few hours after waking up to even get some sort of energy to do something. Now that im out of work and home all day i just have no motivation at all to do anything. I want to get some exercise, i want to continue learning Japanese, i want to continue learning piano and theres really no excuse i cant do those things except that i have no motivation to do it. Im just reading comics online most of the day wishing i were the characters im reading about, wishing my life was stable, wishing i was normal and could do things that everyone else seems to be able to do with little to no issue. Like working full-time, having a long term job at the one place, having a relationship. I do have someone ive been talking to for about a year now but due to covid and lockdowns we have only been able to meet face to face once. We talk constantly but it makes me wonder where we would be if covid wasnt around. At times i feel massive jealousy if hes replying to comments to other women on a post he makes (all have been married or taken women so far but still!). At times i wish i could just go over to his or him come to mine just to hang out even, completely ignore the restrictions. At times i just feel like i want to be held by him. Ive never had a dating experience like this and almost makes me feel ill loose my chances at somepoint because we cant see each other atm. Things are seeming so impossible all the time!

outofhope123 I am so tired of having a bit of hope/motivation, only to go back to my old ways. I see no way forward or out of this.
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I am 23 year old male, almost 24. Since about 13 or 14, I feel I have been depressed. Anxious since much younger. Started using drugs and alcohol around 14/15 and struggled with mainly cannabis addiction up until about 6 months ago, when I finally qu... View more

I am 23 year old male, almost 24. Since about 13 or 14, I feel I have been depressed. Anxious since much younger. Started using drugs and alcohol around 14/15 and struggled with mainly cannabis addiction up until about 6 months ago, when I finally quit. However in the past few years, I have also been abusing alcohol as well as prescription drugs. Every 6 months or so I seem to relapse on them while drinking, blacking out badly. I was sober for one year off prescription drugs, until 1 month ago when I took some while drinking and felt so ashamed. I will add that I never used them daily. It was always just a random one off. I have been sober off of alcohol for one month now. I am now in my mid twenties. I have been employed basically non stop since I was 14. I have tried so many different jobs, and quit them all, because I was miserable at them. I went to TAFE and quit after almost 2 years because I found it too difficult and thought I was bad at it. I went to university and dropped out after one single semester. I am now in a job I thought HAD to be my calling. Now I am 2 months into this job and it is sucking my soul. I feel like such a whiny child. Everyone else seems to be able to suck it up and just get on with the job, but I am always so miserable I quit after a period of time. I don't enjoy my job. I have no idea what I'm doing at work and feel like an imposter as a result. I feel so lost. I have friends, but I don't really want to see them. This lockdown has honestly been great for me. Absolutely no social obligations. But then I feel like I'm weird for having absolutely no issues with being socially isolated. My roommate is a friend, and is losing their mind. I feel guilty for not putting in more effort to hang out with them. I browse useless subreddits trying to improve my life. Find a passion. I sometimes find a bit of hope and start eating healthy, cleaning my room, trying to find a hobby (something totally not me, like knitting), getting out of bed and being productive, exercise, cooking, responding to friends, not watching porn or drinking, but I ALWAYS go back to my old ways. ALWAYS. Seen a psychologist since 16, recently started seeing a psychiatrist. Tried an atypical antidepressant which did nothing. Too scared to try traditional anti depressants as I already struggle with erections... Pls help

A_Bit_Of_A_Pickle Im tired of fighting my mind
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I've had anxiety for years, and had the occasional bout of depression because of it. Had gotten a lot better. I was able to live my life. I moved overseas started a career as an esl teacher and everything was great. I thought I was great. Then corona... View more

I've had anxiety for years, and had the occasional bout of depression because of it. Had gotten a lot better. I was able to live my life. I moved overseas started a career as an esl teacher and everything was great. I thought I was great. Then corona hit and I wasn't able to visit home so I decided to come back for a year to see my family. I feel like this was the worst decision of my life. I was alright for about 2 months and then I was hit with a big wave of depression and anxiety and I am SCARED. I don't want to fight this again. It's now been 6 months since I was back and I am tired of fighting every Demon in my mind. It feels like I've achieved nothing. All these negative thoughts keep running through my mind. Telling me I'm a loser. I'm old. I'm worthless. I have no real career. I've never been loved. I've never been in love. Never had relationship. Almost 29. Only ever had one stable job. Lazy. Unmotivated. A freak. Ugly. Incompetent. Unless. Nobody wants me around. A burden. A virgin. Almost no friends. No money. No super annumation. Will die alone. These thoughts are almost constant and I fight them. I really do. I tell myself I'm awesome. I have friends (the only 2 I talk to regularly live far away) who think I'm amazing. My family loves me. My dog is dying. I feel like I have nothing. I recently started a job, but it was extremely stressful and the people were awful to me so I quit yesterday. I've thought about doing more study and I want to go back overseas but I'm scared that I will get stuck back in this depression and won't be able to get back out. I went to my doctor as soon as I've felt this way, but it has been 3 months and my appointment with a psych is still 2 weeks away. I'm so lost and angry that this is my life. I'm so angry that depression and anxiety has robbed me of so many experiences and I can't help think it's all my fault. Please tell me I'm not the only one. I can't fight this by myself anymore. It is eating me alive. I'm scared that I'll become suicidal. But I want to live. I want to live so bad. I just don't know how. How do regular people do it? Everything is an effort and im TIRED.

Sasquatchion Realised I don't want kids
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Hello all, I am not exactly in a position right now to HAVE kids (23, Male), nor does my girlfriend want kids right now (21, female) but I have come to the crushing realisation that I don't want kids. I have always wanted to be a Dad. I love kids (st... View more

Hello all, I am not exactly in a position right now to HAVE kids (23, Male), nor does my girlfriend want kids right now (21, female) but I have come to the crushing realisation that I don't want kids. I have always wanted to be a Dad. I love kids (studying to be a teacher) and yet I cannot think of anything worse than having a kid like me. My parents are both super supportive of my mental illness and I adore them for it, but I can't help but think they feel guilty about how I turned out. Clinical depression runs in the family and I have seemingly gotten the brunt of it. I understand that depression and anxiety never really go away, but can be managed with medication and therapy (both of which I am partaking in) but some days I wish it was gone and I was normal. I can't fathom having to put my theoretical child through something like that. Having to think every single day that they are wrong or that everyone is doomed to fail for them. Overthinking every unremarkable thing that ever happens to them until they're a mess. Have their relationships constantly questioned and strained because of overwhelming anxiety. My girlfriend doesn't suffer from any mental illness (lucky!) so I know that our theoretical child could potentially be fine (barring non-biological factors) but the thought of it has turned me off ever having a biological child. Thanks for listening to my rambling. Cheers, Sasquatchion

LesleyM Calling older single women facing challenges
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Hello All ... I am new to BB but so far have been blown away by the responsive support. Thank-you BB team. Now down to 'my reality' facing an uncertain financial future at 66 years of age and not coping at all well with the situation I am currently i... View more

Hello All ... I am new to BB but so far have been blown away by the responsive support. Thank-you BB team. Now down to 'my reality' facing an uncertain financial future at 66 years of age and not coping at all well with the situation I am currently in. I have no family and have struggled with depression all my life. This has been a challenge for me and in some instances those around me... often my behaviour/reactions (so extreme ... outbursts of anger out of frustration with myself) have sometimes astounded me. I am one of those people who onlookers would say 'has it all together' but inside I have felt a fraud most of my life ... aka .. "if they really knew me they would see my faults as easily as I do." The journey is fraught with overwhelm and lots of tears. I know from my work that there are lots of senior women out their doing it tough ... financially, emotionally, physically. If they feel like me they feel like they are the only ones walking this path. I am learning something monumental from the journey this time around (nothing ever been this big for me in that past I have to add) .. I have let 'people in' and I have reached out ... hence being on this forum... the result has been overwhelming .. I still have a challenging future but I know I am cared for (have to say this makes me cry even more)... I had to let people in... the right people... with the right intuition, words, compassion (not one of them has said "it'll be alright"... people with depression know how much this means) I am not a person to blame others for what has happened to me ... or what I think they 'have done to me' .. However, the hurt runs much to deep ... and because I have struggled with self-compassion all my life it has been hard to shift the hurt. I am annoyed with myself for letting people and incidents from the past keep hold of me so vigorously ... I look forward to my BB partnership/friendship ... Have to go now because the tears are getting in my way ... Sending love to all who need it .. you are so deserving of it..

Guest_236 i never used to be an angry person, help?
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i used to be really good at hiding or pushing away my feelings; i was able to present as the sweet, calm, introverted and compassionate person i am at my core even when i was at rock bottom. but recently (past few months) i've been very irritable and... View more

i used to be really good at hiding or pushing away my feelings; i was able to present as the sweet, calm, introverted and compassionate person i am at my core even when i was at rock bottom. but recently (past few months) i've been very irritable and bitter and impatient during depressive moods. it makes me snap at the people over the smallest and dumbest things, but then the anger is followed by a wave of self hatred for not keeping myself together and for making my loved ones feel bad (usually my bf). i used to think that the cause was the negative energy from my father's house. i live between houses and used to spend 50/50 between my mum and dad. my dad's household is really negative, and i tend to get stressed and anxious and overwhelmed there, which was why i thought it was the cause of my out bursts. im sure it was/is a big factor, but now i am living at my mum's house majority of the time, only visiting my dad for the weekend every couple of weeks since im busy with year 12 and online learning, and i still find that when i get into depressed moods i become very sensitive and bitter. maybe its a good thing that i'm becoming more emotional and expressive, maybe feeling angry rather than numb is a sign of progress. but i don't like not having control over my feelings, i don't like hurting the people i love, and i want to be who i am at my core. do you guys have any suggestions, tips or techniques on how to be more proactive when it comes to negative and hostile emotions? what to do when i feel such emotions arise? thank you !! tea

Baljit My Thought For Any Day
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Tomorrow, will come, but first just enjoy today

Tomorrow, will come, but first just enjoy today