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BeyondBlue Hi! Check out this post if you're not sure how to start
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Hi there and welcome to the Anxiety section of the Forums First of all, thank you so much for joining us here. We think it’s amazing that you’ve taken this step to getting support and learning from this Community. You are very welcome here and we are... View more

Hi there and welcome to the Anxiety section of the Forums First of all, thank you so much for joining us here. We think it’s amazing that you’ve taken this step to getting support and learning from this Community. You are very welcome here and we are really interested in what you might want to add to these conversations. We get it, having anxiety makes it hard to share in a public place. Remember, this is anonymous and the Beyond Blue team are here to help if you need it This section is for people who are experiencing anxiety in some form in their lives. This might be in social settings, at work, or just in the day to day. You don’t need a diagnosis to post here. If it feels like the right spot for your post, go right ahead! We know that feeling anxious can make it hard to reach out so we want you to know that getting this far is amazing and a great start. A few tips for getting the most out of this section: Get involved when you can! Posting and replying is the heartbeat of this community and you DO have something worthwhile to share (when you’re ready ) Every experience is different. There is no competition here. We know how challenging anxiety can be and how it comes in all shapes and sizes. What you are experiencing will be respected and supported here. Trust yourself! You are the expert in your experience. This community works because people like you share what has worked for you. Thank you for getting involved and taking a look. We can’t wait to hear from you! Beyond Blue

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Teacher9 New puppy and anxiety
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My husband and I now have a 6 and 2 year old. I love dogs yet everytime we discuss getting one and bring it home my anxiety spirals. Feeling faint, can't eat, hot sweats. My mind goes into over drive. Our last dog passed away 4 years ago and even whe... View more

My husband and I now have a 6 and 2 year old. I love dogs yet everytime we discuss getting one and bring it home my anxiety spirals. Feeling faint, can't eat, hot sweats. My mind goes into over drive. Our last dog passed away 4 years ago and even when we first got him I spiralled and put him up for sale but I must've managed to get on-top of my anxiety.We have bought 3 dogs and I've had to rehome them all to cater to my mental health. Unfortunately my husband and kids suffer from the enjoyment of a pet.I am on Sertraline for generalised anxiety and it's not bad unless there's a crisis or something big happening in my life. But it hits hard at times like this. After our last dog passed, I think nearly 12 months later we got another dog. I was physically sick with anxiety and he was rehomed after a week. Instantly I felt good. Next time my 2nd daughter was just crawling and we tried again but once again anxiety hit and I knew I couldnt cope with a dog and a baby, so rehomed. Hubby said never ever again. Fast forward and now my 6 year old begs for a dog , her sister is bigger and we picked him up yesterday. I get home and bam anxiety hits and I feel faint and hot. Overwhelming anxiety. It's not so much the dogs themselves it's me thinking too much. It's so irrational, I love dogs. Just a vent. In my mind I feel better when I say he's not locked in, if it gets too bad I can rehome him but there's a pattern happening and I hate the feeling.

Spider-girl My Anxiety has been degrading my life since grade 6
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Hi. If I had to express my internal thoughts in one word, the word would be afraid. I (18F) was bullied in my class when I was in grade six, when I tried telling my Teachers, Trusted Adults, and my Family none believed me nor listened to me. By the t... View more

Hi. If I had to express my internal thoughts in one word, the word would be afraid. I (18F) was bullied in my class when I was in grade six, when I tried telling my Teachers, Trusted Adults, and my Family none believed me nor listened to me. By the time my parents put me into High School, the damage was already done. I lost trust not just in kids my age but in adults and family. I'm always in fight-or-flight at any inconvenience, the moment I make a mistake or get into trouble I will break down crying like it is the end of the world, I could never talk to anyone and for years I've lost important social skills and how to communicate with people. At home isn't entirely better, I'm always overthinking things around the house, and have trouble sleeping some nights worrying about the worst-case scenarios and how to defend myself.I don't recall any time I have had validation for my Anxiety and problems. For friends at school, anytime I felt I had trust with someone and opened up about my past or current problems, they would always compare my problems with theirs, and talk about how they have it harder. Or just in general say "Oh yeah same lol" and leave nothing more. With my family, I've never felt like they even want to listen to my problems, if I'm ever worrying about something or getting overwhelmed they tell me that I'm being "Silly" or "Funny" and need to "stop worrying all the time". As if I can switch my panic off. I've been to four counsellors, but they always give the same advice that never works out for me. Meditation, long baths, exercising, paper booklets, etc... None of it's ever worked but I've had to lie that I'm getting better because that basic advice is all they can give me. I want to see a psychologist or a psychiatrist to pinpoint ways I can understand more about what I'm going through and how to help it but I don't think I can afford it, let alone really open myself up to them even if I wanted to. I guess the only reason I'm talking about this is because I don't feel like there's any other place to go. I've graduated High-school and through my relatively normal surface, I'm still the same scared little girl I was in grade six. And I don't think I can escape this.

Guest_43844093 I keep ruminating on everything that I've done wrong
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Hi, thanks for reading. I'm a 26 year old student in a pretty intense postgraduate course. I had to move interstate for this course. The course is pretty small, and we do all our classes together, so we're with each other all day every day. It's very... View more

Hi, thanks for reading. I'm a 26 year old student in a pretty intense postgraduate course. I had to move interstate for this course. The course is pretty small, and we do all our classes together, so we're with each other all day every day. It's very insular. I find that people here are lot more judgemental. I don't fit in. Back home, I had lots of friends, and my mental health was pretty ok. I suffered from severe social anxiety and depression as a child/teen, but I got mostly better after years of therapy, medication, and some hospital treatment.I have managed to make some friends, but lately I get the feeling that no-one in the course likes me. I rarely get invited to things. I think that the situation had been stressful because it's taking me back to when I had really severe social anxiety back in high school. I was bullied a lot in primary school, and excluded a lot in high school, not invited to things, and I felt like no-one really like my company. Once I left high school and went to uni, I eventually made new friends who I had a lot more in common with and who liked me for me. I'm still in contact with my friends back home, but it's hard to catch up with each other with the distance.I still have two years left in this course. I'm starting to hate my life in this new city. I hate being left out by people in my course. The frustrating thing is that I don't even like most of them, I just don't like being left out. I feel like there must be something wrong with me. This has caused me to feel really anxious, which in turn has caused me to feel really depressed. I can't stop ruminating on silly social mistakes that I've made. I have a habit of accidentally blurting out stupid things and it's really embarrassing, especially in class in front of everyone. I keep thinking about all the stupid things that I've done and how everyone in my course thinks I'm a freak. I'm starting to feel like I don't deserve to be in my course. I also feel ashamed for getting unwell again, given that I was previously doing really well mentally. I'm on edge and cry all the time, especially if I make a stupid mistake, then I just think about it over and over. I'm struggling to go to the social things I do get invited to, because I'm so worried about looking stupid or people not wanting to talk to me.Does anyone have any tips for breaking the cycle of these ruminating thoughts? It's been so long that I think I've forgotten all the things that used to help me when I was younger.

HoldOnPainEnds Relationship Anxiety and rOCD
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Hey everyone! A few weeks ago I came to these forums looking for help, but today I am here to offer up some advice I have learnt, just as all the kind souls who commented on my post did for me. With this thread I want to talk about what rOCD is, shar... View more

Hey everyone! A few weeks ago I came to these forums looking for help, but today I am here to offer up some advice I have learnt, just as all the kind souls who commented on my post did for me. With this thread I want to talk about what rOCD is, share my story and provide anyone else who is also in this situation with the information I wish I knew when I was going through this. After weeks of debilitating thoughts of "do I really love my boyfriend?", I stumbled across the term 'rOCD'. Relationship obsessive compulsive disorder is not recognised as an official disorder, rather it is a part of OCD. It involves intense, often anxiety-inducing thoughts about whether or not one is in the 'right' relationship (i.e. do I love them, what if I find someone else attractive, should I break up with them, etc.). It can be absolutely debilitating as although you may know that none of the thoughts are realistic, they compel you to enact certain compulsions like constantly checking how you feel around your partner and asking for repeated reassurance about the 'rightness' of your relationship. Some obsessions/compulsions of rOCD are as follows: Obsessions: - "Is this the right relationship for me?" - "Is this real love/do I feel in love?" - "Do I feel "right"?" - "Does my partner really love me?" - Other obsessions can focus on certain aspects of a partner's looks or personality, i.e. "his nose is too big!" Compulsions: - Intensely monitoring how you feel when interacting with your partner or when you see other attractive people - Comparing your relationship to those of friends, family and/or fictional characters - Consulting others and constantly asking for reassurance as to whether or not you're in the right relationship - Repeatedly breaking up with your partner to see if you feel anything - Feeling that something bad will happen if you don't find an answer to these thoughts Please note that these are just a few examples (taken from the International OCD Foundation) and you don't need to meet all of them to have this disorder! I do NOT condone self-diagnosis, but if you relate to what I have described above then I strongly recommend doing some research on the condition (either by means of Google or, if at all possible, talking to a mental health professional) as it may help make some sense of what you are going through and help set you on the path to recovery. I wish you all the best and hope you can find some solace in this thread -HOPE

Lee-Anne Intergenerational Trauma
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Hello!I've learned to put aside family members who contribute to my suffering intergenerational trauma triggers. It's a hard thing to do, yet necessary for me to live in a more healthy mindset, more peacefully. The guilt is there for me to break away... View more

Hello!I've learned to put aside family members who contribute to my suffering intergenerational trauma triggers. It's a hard thing to do, yet necessary for me to live in a more healthy mindset, more peacefully. The guilt is there for me to break away, even though I've done a lot of work on myself and with professionals.Is anyone out there experiencing that same situation with guilt of sorts

Inner_strength Too much anxiety
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For the last couple of weeks I've been having terrible anxiety ! I have no appetite and when I do eat I get acid reflux . I feel shaky and jittery and my head feels like there's a huge elastic band around my head and someone's pulling it tight ! The ... View more

For the last couple of weeks I've been having terrible anxiety ! I have no appetite and when I do eat I get acid reflux . I feel shaky and jittery and my head feels like there's a huge elastic band around my head and someone's pulling it tight ! The last few days I've been having jelly legs like they can't support me and they also feel heavy . I do sleep well and can get to sleep ok but I wake up really early in between 4am - 6am and can't get back to sleep because it feels like a ball of anxiety is rolling around in my stomach trying to escape , it's a terrible feeling to wake up to ! I just wanted to vent and get some opinions on other people's experiences and self help skills

Kittykat13 Feeling anxious with new medical diagnosis
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Goodevening ,So a few weeks back i was diagnosed with a rare degenerative eye issue called PIC.I had never heard of anything like it.Basically its an inflammitory condition which created white spots and blurred vision and flashy lights upon closing t... View more

Goodevening ,So a few weeks back i was diagnosed with a rare degenerative eye issue called PIC.I had never heard of anything like it.Basically its an inflammitory condition which created white spots and blurred vision and flashy lights upon closing the eye. There is also a blood vessel behind my central vision in my left (affected eye ) which has created blurring and seeing through water vision.It has been so scary.i went and jadmy first eye injection last wednesday and i was so scared.i am also on steroids for inflammation.Its all so much right now..im feeling so sad..and defeated and whilst im doing everything i can to stay positive and keeo going in with life im finding it harder each day to get out of bed.Im crying alot..i feel.scared and so alone..even tho i have a partner and daughter.Im exerciisng ..meditating. doing breathwork. All the things that used t alleviate tension are barely working.Life is just uphill right now and i need some support.Thankyou for listening

Maxi2701 Spiking high blood pressure
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Hi Everyone For the past 3 weeks my anxiety has hit new highs. Literally. My blood pressure now has a mind of it's own and is causing me more anxiety on top of anxiety. I've had lots of tests and all clear. Doctors visits, ED visits and even a stay i... View more

Hi Everyone For the past 3 weeks my anxiety has hit new highs. Literally. My blood pressure now has a mind of it's own and is causing me more anxiety on top of anxiety. I've had lots of tests and all clear. Doctors visits, ED visits and even a stay in hospital. Has anyone else had this? I try deep breathing and counting backwards from 100 by 3's (that does work). I've tried meditation and acupuncture. Medication has too many side effects for me. Any suggestions would be good. I've just about had enough.

sera I need a place to offload all the stuff that i am carrying at the moment
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Hello and thank you for all, It is difficult to get your thoughts down on the page when you are anxious and depressed. You lose your assertiveness and ability to say what you what to say. I'm Nick, guy who is middle age, and I have a diagnosis of soc... View more

Hello and thank you for all, It is difficult to get your thoughts down on the page when you are anxious and depressed. You lose your assertiveness and ability to say what you what to say. I'm Nick, guy who is middle age, and I have a diagnosis of social anxiety and depression, from my early 20s. I've just started a teaching placement which will go until the end of May, 4 days a week. Today is the second day and I've called in sick, but I'm not. I get stressed, emotional and anxious in any new situation, not just this one. I am very sensitive to criticism, and I have a history of getting fired from jobs, because of non-attendance and making mistakes. I feel deflated and sometimes will start crying when I think about my life. Luckily, I have a great Mum and Dad, brother and sister-in-law. My parents are both in their 80s, so I take this into account when talking about my mental health. To be clear, I will talk to them, and they will notice, when I am not well, but I think about their health and worry. The medication I take 'seems' to work at times, but my mood can be volatile and I don't deal well with criticism. I have used CBT to work through things, but it is not enough. I am not bipolar, I don't exhibit manic behaviours. I am not sure what else to say, as I feel sluggish in my thoughts, and want to rest now. I appreciate those who have read what i have had to say, and hope you are ok. Nick

1103 Lost
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I lost my wife 8 months ago and my world has crashed down around me 

I lost my wife 8 months ago and my world has crashed down around me