hi there, hope you are treating yourself well ive come here to just talk
about how i’m feeling, and i think i might need help- but i don’t know
if i do somedays i will get in this mood/head space, where i completely
shut down, from talking and just f...
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hi there, hope you are treating yourself well ive come here to just talk
about how i’m feeling, and i think i might need help- but i don’t know
if i do somedays i will get in this mood/head space, where i completely
shut down, from talking and just freeze. i don’t know what causes this,
but it’s really affecting the people around me and when someone asks me
“what’s the problem”, there is no problem, but im not ok, i don’t feel
ok, but why do i get like this, if nothing is wrong. and i feel like i
need to talk to someone because i’ve tried to manage it myself for so
long, but i can’t, nothings improving, and it’s getting more frequent
but when i think about seeing someone about it, i think that i’m just
using up their time, or someone else’s time because i have no reason to
be like this. and i question myself, you’re doing it on purpose, you’re
acting, and these voices it’s just so negative, and it tells me that
everything is so bad, when it’s not, it’s just excessive overthinking,
and it’s so tiring, im so tired of dealing with it another thing is
that, i feel things so intensely, like something will happen, and i
should be like “oh that’s crap”, and move on. instead i dwell, and i
spiral, and i can’t get out of it, i can’t snap out of it. the littlest
amount of things just ruin me, and i shut down, and people get hurt
because they think i’m ignoring them but i’m just in my head dealing
with these negative thoughts, how to respond, just every little detail i
can possibly think of i ruin everything because i am stuck in the
past/little interferences, and i feel stupid for feeling the way i do,
because it’s just ridiculous that something like that could effect me i
can’t respond in the moment, and i am aware that my thinking isn’t
beneficial, but i can’t stop or get out of the cycle is this something i
see someone about? thanks