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First time I saw a doctor he said that I had Manic Depression. He put me on antidepressants,told me to take that for 2 years but to go back & see him after 6 months. After 6 months I took myself off the tablets as I hated them. Never went back to see... View more
First time I saw a doctor he said that I had Manic Depression. He put me on antidepressants,told me to take that for 2 years but to go back & see him after 6 months. After 6 months I took myself off the tablets as I hated them. Never went back to see the doctor. I decided that he didn't care & he just gave me drugs to make me go away. Many years later I went to see another doctor as I had gotten worse over time & needed help. This time I had reoccuring depression due to a long distance relationship. No mention of the Manic Depression the other doctor talked about years beforehand. Again I was prescribed drugs, different ones this time, but only for 6 months told me to go back after 1 month. I thought 'this is a bit better'. The tablets were much better than the other ones too. Had some friend trouble in the mean time & she told me about Mental Health Plans. Went back to see the doctor to ask him about it. Honestly he didn't seem happy that I asked him about it at all. He seemed very reluctant to give me a referal.I don't know how to find someone who actually wants to help me. I've been dragging out getting help for years because I feel like the only help I'm going to get is drugs. I don't want to take antidepressants for the rest of my life. I want to get better on my own. But how my life is at the moment I've realised that I can't do it on my own. But when I seek help I find someone who just doesn't care.Please help me find someone who can assist me to get better. I want to find out what is wrong with me & make up a plan